My social anxieties,
control me uncontrollably .
I’m such an extrovert , introvertedly.
it’s so cold outside, its kind of warming me .
even if I beg for help please don’t come here swarming me.
I’m alarming you? it’s alarming me.
the only thing uncalming is you calming me .
am I hard to deal with? I know what that’s like,
I’ve been dealing with myself every fucking night.
I’m doing so bad and yet I’m alright .
I’ve been boxing my emotions my whole life.
I’m slowly dying while trying to stay alive.
five finger discounted depression and suicide .
